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Lungs Burn (Hearts Torn)
05:15
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text messages at three in the morning
just to say that you still love me
phone calls that you ignore
you lay next to him but you think about her
pinned underneath me
where you used to breathe me in
your lungs just burn
your heart i’ve torn
drinking alone every evening
is not what i had in mind
when i said we should change
the way we deal with our dependence
seas will crush you and me
where we used to breathe
our lungs just burn
our hearts are torn
i’m the first person you talk to in the morning
even though you say you won’t forgive me
you’re a bridge that i’ve burned
unintentionally but it was my choice
its not changing
where i used to breathe you in
my lungs just burn
my heart is torn
and it’s not changing anytime soon
and you’re not coming home to me
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would your friends still miss me
if they’d known that you’ve been
in between two sets of sheets
pillow talk and shared dreams
do you hear all their doubt
when you refuse to call me out
do you think they heard you say
that i was your real boyfriend
would your man still be please
if he’d known that you’ve been
in between two sets of sheets
pillow talk and shared dreams
do you hear all his doubt
when you refuse to call me out
do you think he heard you say
that i was your real boyfriend
are you friends or are you lovers
or are you just protecting him
were we friends when we were lovers
or am i your biggest sin
are you friends or are you lovers
or are you just keeping him around
were we friends or were we lovers
when you thought of me at night
so i don’t feel bad anymore
i don’t feel much of anything
just your ten ton weight on my shoulders
because i still miss what we used to be
so i don’t feel bad anymore
i don’t feel much of anything
i’ll throw away my moral compass
there’s no return to who i used to be
do your friends still miss me now
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Soil (Distance)
04:06
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a lump in my throat
a skip in the beat
from the smell of your hair
when you held me near
fear for four years
from the strands that will tear
growth from retreat
soil left to repair
distance detaches and binds the same
until distance decides to dissolve ties again
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i was terribly awful in the best ways possible
you were terribly awful in the best ways possible
we were terribly awful in the best ways possible
is it entirely plausible that it was that awful
i just wanted to breathe i shouldn’t have asked you to leave
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we’re just machines
made of tinier machines
ruled by physics
and chemistry
inanimate at the core
autopilots are in control
of our shells
just hydrogen when left alone
as stars explode
they make planets with heavy cores
and in time
carbon chains that grow and grow and grow
our cells divide
and replace our inside
in five years
new atoms make us alive
was it entropy that brought us near
when will entropy make us disappear
did apathy remain after your grief
it wasn’t apathy that made me leave
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Hold On (Let Go)
03:47
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you say let go
of something you’re still holding on to
i say hold on
to something i need to let go of
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you still call
and beg me to crawl
just to melt when i fall
together we’d dissolve
i still call
when you’re alone and in the dark
i bent you hard
for six months you ate my flesh but claimed his heart
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Lungs Burn (Untitled)
07:25
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text messages at three in the morning
just to say that you still love me
phone calls that you ignore
you lay next to him but you think about her
pinned underneath me
where you used to breathe me in
your lungs just burn
your heart i’ve torn
drinking alone every evening
is not what i had in mind
when i said we should change
the way we deal with our dependence
seas will crush you and me
where we used to breathe
our lungs just burn
our hearts are torn
i’m the first person you talk to in the morning
even though you say you won’t forgive me
you’re a bridge that i’ve burned
unintentionally but it was my choice
its not changing
where i used to breathe you in
my lungs just burn
my heart is torn
and it’s not changing anytime soon
and you’re not coming home to me
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Trost House is based out of Sunset Heights, El Paso, Tx. with a West-Texas blend of swirling cleans and howling fuzzes.
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